Born, grow, reproduce and die.
Get the best notes in school, have a remunerable job, meet the guy of my dreams, form a family, buy a car, buy a house, have a dog, work and work until retired and die.
I’m not sure if that’s for me.
Yes sometimes I want a NORMAL relationship, have my own family, be a mom, be with my hubbie… oooh but What a Wonderful Life! But then I DON’T, I don’t want nothing from that, I just wanna be free don’t have the responsibility to take care of someone, I want wind blow in my face, be the owner of my time and just to be happy.
Is the search of something else? There’s a lot of things I wanna do before nothing happens.
Sometimes I want conformity, I think things would be simpler. But then I feel fire inside me (metaphorically) that doesn’t leave me alone, that doesn’t let me to desire normal things.
One day a friend told me:
– Is the search for those who have the courage to question the lifestyle imposed on us. Some will always argue between the chosen and the imposition
Sometimes is hard and melancholic to see what other people are accomplished in their personal life, when you haven’t. But I trust my guts to discover myself, travel, learn, be in constant movement and to know what I want.
Time, here we go!